the doors

parity clarity jitters bleak
coarse remorse hide seek
weep sleep voyeur's peek
snort retort alcohol reek
love dove pet cheek
money honey indulgence weak
run gun blood leak
peace lease god meek
fumble stumble break the fall
halted vaulted within brick walls
kneel heel pray on the floor
would it hurt for you to open the door?

through the clamour of breaking porcelain
was i the one (left) to blame
for the muted sound of twinkling stars
that you could never hear from so far
you know why i never said anything?
the distance was too much for me to bring
but really, i wanted you to be free
in part it was who i wanted you to be
i wanted you to come to me.



all the lonely people where do they all come from
all the lonely people where do they all belong

i don't know when or how to quit
because smoking alone is a guilty affair
living alone is guiltier still.

"Hey man, you want girls, pills, grass? C'mon...
I show you good time.
This place has everything. C'mon...
I show you."



latino chrome-the doors

an echo is a living memory of the past.
just as you are to me.


for the bong.

theres alot thats been going on in the campus lately. some aweful things have happened, yet again. "No eternal reward shall forgive us now for wasting the dawn" is what Jim once said. We have wasted that dawn. Its almost evening now.

I understand and appreciate that every time such a thing happens it gives rise to a flurry of emotions. Its evident that it has gone a bit too far for all of us. alot has been discused and alot has been proposed. there have been suggestions of an informal body substituting the CS(Counselling Service). A group of volunteers trying to sniff out the stricken among the herd. I don't mean to downplay these suggestions entirely. or infact they appear pretty satisfactory to me. but with an organization a group theres only so much you can do. As seniors we can help, sure, but how many, in the state to give up their life, would find an unfamiliar senior as the right choice for a counsel? So have i a better solution? No. I am of the opinion that a solution to this does not exist in entirety. Have friends is all i can say. Have very good friends.