allow me to appologize to myself for not having blogged in ages.you must understand that laziness is getting the best of me. second comes fear and uncertainty. theres a fat gu theres a tall guy theres a bong and theres a roomie theres a lost-in-his-own-world guy. theres kunt, there are so many people. theres zataka theres rock theres naruto and lost. theres one word for all of them and the things HAPPY. then theres a deplorable CPI, no intern, uncertain, relatively dark future, a meagre paying job, an extinguished torch. theres a decision.
i dont know if i planned to be where i am, but i do know i want this.

it takes just one case of contradiction to disprove a mathematical conjecture, no matter how many fascinating cases it may hold true to. Like life, its grand purpose defeated only by its catastrophic and inevitable end. Now there have been many conjectures, then they are proved. Proved to hold true for ever. All the inexhautable possibilities and cases wrapped beautifully into one statement. Is that true with life?
of all the six billion conjectures floating around can even one be proved? if so how?
trouble is, mathematical conjectures are easier to prove.

there is light at the end of the tunnel.
if theres no light, you must clean it up and start over.

solipsism and the great beyond.

 

This life has a toothpick's destiny.

In the end nothing is yours,
but the choices you make.